Despite the harshness of reality, what motivates you?
I’ve barely lived my life and I’m around half way through. There’s still too much for me to do and see. And people for me meet, my people now that I’ve got a better handle on who I am.
And not even all big cliché things like travel and love and financial stability and shit. But there’s also still music to listen to, movies and series to watch, games to play, books and comics to read.
Also, as a Sonic the Hedgehog child and Philip K. Dick and punk rock teen, days like these light a fire in me. It’s probably morbid but it kinda feels like I was born for days like these, which gives a sense of purpose and darker reason to exist.
Spite
Habit
Hatred and confusion.
Music and drugs mostly, along with the hokey knowledge we are all star stuff and we are the universe experiencing itself.
Same 💜 Plus streaming shows and cats
Cat would have made the list a few years ago, sadly mine passed and I haven’t had to heart to get another yet, good choices :)
I understand completely. None of the cats I’ve had since Squeaky will ever take his place. He was my soulcat 💜
You too 💜
Store-brand iced coffee and lofi girl
Oh, “go” is my default state. It’s stopping me that’s a challenge.
Family.
Kmmon! Let’s go to olive garden!
Gonna die eventually anyway, so might as well make the most of the time I have.
https://www.beyondallreason.info/ <-- robots blowing each other up in huge battles
I watched on youtube the guy who records the mega battles
Absolutely amazing to watch and probably amazing to play (but i have to much unfinished projects that need my time…)
I can’t help any animals if I’m dead. That’s really all i have. But it’s quickly becoming not enough.
I trained my brain to be a happier person that brings joy to others so i get positivity back
But today horrors within my comprehension kept invading my daydreams so i listened to some happy music (for me thats mostly “jumpy” 16? bit music and absolutly no voice) to change my mindset to return to happyBut i wont claim i have some harsh life as i am a white european in europe with no need to check my balance before getting groceries
I just have selfmade? anxiety :'DJust bc you’re doing ok with physical things doesn’t mean the anxiety doesn’t exist. Don’t feel survivor’s guilt or something like that over having material things everyone should have at a bare minimum, please enjoy them. I hope your anxiety eases soon 💜
Taking care of my cat and doing my best to avoid the news channel.
Taking care of my cats and still existing to spite all the evil that would rather have me dead.
Family and hobbies
