eg go to university in Vienna(or smaller city’s such as Graz), austria is not bad, i have relatives in austria(which doesnt care about me, so not), have isnt expensive programs as im know … and its possible on english
maybe somewhere other place, are you know where to get into university and it isnt expensive?
how easy to continue hrt in austria through their healthcare? if not, DIYing injections is still possible
i hate my fucking awful govrenment, im scared … what next?
Yes, a million times yes if you can id suggest the same for virtually any Russian in any position who opposes the govt.
Especially if you have relatives you can try the asylum route, hell even if you have relatives in another former SSR try going there.
Good luck.