[i am unsure where this belongs, transjoy? mental health? here where i made the mentioned first post? … idk how crossposing works here 👉👈]
you may remember me lamenting the loss of the ‘gay’ label since empirically i was usually atracted to men but due to me being mtf that’s quite straight now … well there’s a lot to say about this. i might be best described as bi/pan actually.
anyhow. peeps, i met the bestest girl in recorded history. we’ve known each other for a while and shared a hobby, but recently found out we might like each other more, when we had a ridiculously romcom-esque weekend. so we started dating, and my heart is exploding. every day. i will see her again tomorrow, but it doesn’t feel like i can survive that 24 hours. (yes, all very fresh.)
the only thing i am afraid of rn, is that she eventuall ‘finds out’ i am just three(+) diagnoses in a trench coat. i admire her and her work so much i don’t know how she could be interested in me. i also don’t want to make her reassure me all the time … bc we don’t feed the brain worms. but i feel like, i needed to tell someone. 😘
WELL WELL WELL
but seriously though that is incredibly awesome.
having been on the other end of this, it will be ok!! you said both of y’all have known eachother for a while. she certainly made the decision to date you knowing who you are. she likes you, don’t overthink it!
have fun frolicking in the fields together!!! <3
p.s.: plushies make really really awesome gifts :3
aww yiss! i was thinking about something … maybe i’ll find a cute plush frog. (and there goes my afternoon. ;p)
i will form a mantra of that. she likes me for a reason. she likes me for a reason …