I have been a daily weed smoker for years. I have ADHD and autism and for me it’s been a blessing in that it numbs my brain and helps me focus. It is the only time brain goes quiet and I’ve tried a lot of prescription meds. Thanks to weed I’ve become a pro level photographer and a good guitarist, while also being able to maintain a job in IT paying excellent money
But there are times where I use it an unhealthy amount such as when I wake up for an early morning shift and do a bong rip before I start work. It kills my energy for the rest of the day and while I can do the job it would have been better without. I am completely hooked on it to the point where I will not even travel to certain countries where getting weed is impossible. I have wanted to go to Japan for many many years but I am a burnt out loser who can’t go a day without weed.
And also I do not think my girlfriend is super turned on by my constant weed smoking. It stinks and it costs money.
I am a burnt out loser who can’t go a day without weed
You’re thinking about it wrong. You’re using the language of the oppressor.
You’re a medicinal marijuana patient. You suffer from an illness you didn’t earn or ask for. Cannabis is the medicine that manages your symptoms. If you don’t take your medicine, your symptoms get worse.
I relate pretty heavily - weed is the only thing I’ve found after years of therapy etc that turns my brain off and lets me enjoy things. It’s just so goddamned nice to have the option to enjoy food and music and just being.
I do edibles mostly - it helps with the cost and stink factors. It helped in ruining my marriage but it was doomed anyway.
I have been a daily weed smoker for years. I have ADHD and autism and for me it’s been a blessing in that it numbs my brain and helps me focus. It is the only time brain goes quiet and I’ve tried a lot of prescription meds. Thanks to weed I’ve become a pro level photographer and a good guitarist, while also being able to maintain a job in IT paying excellent money
But there are times where I use it an unhealthy amount such as when I wake up for an early morning shift and do a bong rip before I start work. It kills my energy for the rest of the day and while I can do the job it would have been better without. I am completely hooked on it to the point where I will not even travel to certain countries where getting weed is impossible. I have wanted to go to Japan for many many years but I am a burnt out loser who can’t go a day without weed.
And also I do not think my girlfriend is super turned on by my constant weed smoking. It stinks and it costs money.
You’re thinking about it wrong. You’re using the language of the oppressor.
You’re a medicinal marijuana patient. You suffer from an illness you didn’t earn or ask for. Cannabis is the medicine that manages your symptoms. If you don’t take your medicine, your symptoms get worse.
I relate pretty heavily - weed is the only thing I’ve found after years of therapy etc that turns my brain off and lets me enjoy things. It’s just so goddamned nice to have the option to enjoy food and music and just being.
I do edibles mostly - it helps with the cost and stink factors. It helped in ruining my marriage but it was doomed anyway.