I used to, but they’ve shrunk so much they kind of stay retracted in the inguinal canal and don’t come back down unless I make them come out. It’s great.

They don’t bother me personally, balls can kind of suck since they’ve very sensitive and it hurts a lot when something hits them. Though they’ve shrunk a lot from HRT and don’t give me any issues anymore.

Pants are overrated

I’d assume they are though I’ve never tried it.

Never seen grippy socks like that before but I do have a few pairs that are long grippy socks (like knee/calf height) For clarification, I didn’t get them at the hospital. I got them online because I prefer longer socks but I still like grippy socks. They’re supposedly for football although I’ll never use them for that purpose.

HunterXHunter, Alluka was my favorite character. I’m a huge weeb if that wasn’t obvious.

I don’t try and make characters that look like me or how I want to look. I just make different cute girl characters. In the past before I transitioned I used to design characters based on how I wanted to look and it was a form of escapism for me. But now I don’t really do that, I just design cute girl characters, that usually don’t look like me.

Thank you.

I’m weak and small, I was even without HRT. If I started a fight with someone, even someone average male strength and size, they could kill me easily and I would be powerless to stop them. Someone did try to kill me once actually, 3 months ago. He tried to strangle me because he thought I looked at his kids, he only let go of me because a woman saw him doing it and screamed. He droppped me and ran so quick I barely saw him running away. I don’t know if he was caught. I know I still have nightmares about being strangled, while he yelled at me saying I’m a child molester, and his horrible breath which smelled of pasta sauce.

They were from somewhere else. I reported them and blocked the account.

I peed standing up. I had to go so bad. If I tried to go sitting down I would’ve peed myself. I thought the bathroom was empty and no one would notice but someone came in while I was peeing. I do take HRT and I’ve completely socially transitioned but even though I think I pass well people can still tell. I guess I don’t pass that well. I don’t think it’s my voice, I’ve voice trained and my voice sounds fem enough that people on the phone can’t tell. It has to be my appearance.

I know but it’s hard when everyone puts me down or even tries to hurt me. When I feel like I’m so utterly alone and even those who claim to care about me can only give me hollow reassurances about how everything will be alright but I know everything isn’t going to be alright. Trump is in office. Ice is killing people. For all I know I’m next. Is that even possible? Maybe? I don’t know. I wish I could stop crying. I need to stop crying. I can’t stop crying, everything is just so horrible! 😭

It’s not just them, it’s everything now. When I walk down the street people stare at me like I’m some abomination. Mothers coax their kids to look away, they walk away. Like I’m scary. Like I’m disgusting. People sneer at me, people make fun of me. Some lady the other day called me a pig because my feet were facing the wrong way in the bathroom. When I went to the library the librarian called me sir constantly even when I asked to be called ma’am nicely. Librarian told me not to be rude and still called me sir. Shit sucks now. The world sucks. People suck. What’s the point of being yourself if everyone hates you!

I love playing as a girl even more in real life than in the games.

I’d totally buy it.

I’m sure that that person who did it to me is either a fascist or both. There’s no way they could just be ignorant and not a fash with how much of an ass they were to me.

Some days the thing that ultimately stops me is running out of hot water.

It was but I didn’t much like being naked and seeing my naked body back then, gave dysphoria :(

When girls hang out together.

I do take slightly longer to wash my hair since it’s long now, but that’s not the real reason I spend much longer in the shower. The real reason is that it’s warm and relaxing in there.