I’m at a point where the one sided violence is fucking bewildering.

As an ethnicity ambiguous person (Native American), I’ve experienced a lifetime of first hand racism towards races I don’t even belong to. But some of the shit I’m seeing and reading about is fucking astonishing that there is not more reciprocated violence. Well beyond by threshold of where I’ve violently defended myself.

It is impressive the restraint people have been showing to not escalate the situation. It really highlights who the aggressors are.

I want to see their trials too. All of them.

We all should have the theme “Year of Eating the Rich”

Do it. Let’s just fucking end it. I know the tech will still be around, can’t put it back in the box and such. But it’d sure be nice to take some of those smug bastards down.

I fell in absolute love with Scavenger’s Reign.

Let me get this straight. AI now has more rights than we do?

I imagine Disney itself isn’t getting the kickback here, but whomever the deal makers are. Give us a billion dollars from your company and we’ll give you a cut.

Just executives milking their company for as much money as they can. They don’t care for their brand. If it makes them money, they’ll totally let Disney slide into an AI content slop hell scape. Ruining the reputation and quality of their product, then bounce with their severance and bonuses when stocks start to fall. Just to go off and do it all over again with another company.

Now I’m going to anti-trump think even harder.

Built my own CMS while trying to put together my art and design portfolio website. Applied for a graphic design job. In the first interview it came up in conversation that I designed and built the website from scratch. 2nd interview they were very interested to hear how I built the site. Got hired. Showed up on my first day and was introduced to the development team. I was very confused because I thought I was going to be doing design work. Became the lead web developer of their marketing department. Zero experience. Been a web developer for 15+ years now. I keep accidentally doing well at this and can’t get out now. I just wanted to draw.

I watched the free pilot and I’m intrigued. Not enough to give Apple money though.

Okay, let’s get after all of them, then cut some sort of deal to snitch on the redacted ones.

Exactly, just the media giving exposure to some conservative tool-bag mouthpiece saying what they’re thinking.

I feel like there is a couple a constitutional amendments specifically for this situation. One in particular.

I knew those birds reminded me of something.

(Content warning? Like, this is a really weird animation… Body horror?)

https://youtu.be/RTZZPCw4nQM

We had a wind/rain storm. Did our block and got home soaked. Not as bumping as last year. So I don’t think it’s dead, just a bad weather year.

Exactly as planned

Fine, I’ll continue to get my annual 2 day fever and body aches and a week of a stiff/sore arm.

At this point I wouldn’t trust our country’s leadership to run a bus route let alone a space agency. But I can’t imagine the private space sector advancing anything besides investor profits. It’s a lose lose.

I know I have friends, but they’re all technically my wife’s friends and their husbands. We probably socialize once or twice a month, depending on schedules. I love them all, but I have no friends that I socialize with 1:1. It’s always a group event. So in a way it feels like I have no friends.

The one friend that is truly and originally my friend, since middle school, I’ll see maybe once a month if I’m lucky and it’s usually a framily event with our wives and kids. And the time and distance apart feels wider than ever as we’ve gotten older.

Socializing at 40 is… different, and oddly lonely.