I worry that I am someone who does this because I know I’ve let things get to me to the point of being paralyzed or unproductive in life. I made a post on this earlier in which I talk about some of my “trauma”, but tbh I just to want to be productive. I know other people go through worse and do amazing things. I don’t know if I am just making excuses for myself.

I understand what you’re saying on an intellectual level, and I am just working towards making it realizable

Thanks for the thoughtful post

I am in therapy but it’s really hard for me to talk to someone about all this completely. It’s really the first time I’ve ever put it all down in text. I feel like I failed for letting things happen to me.

I hope you find a path you find is good for you! Thanks for sharing 💙